It's All For the Sake of Arriving With You.

It's possible to love someone more and more everyday, but is it
possible that that will never stop? I'm pretty sure it is, mine hasn't
stopped growing larger and larger. I'm hopefully setting myself up for
extreme eternal happiness, as it seems lately.

I love it.

Angel

I've got an angel,
She doesn't wear any wings.
She wears a heart that could melt my own,
She wears a smile that could make me wanna sing.
She gives me presents
With her presence alone.
She gives me everything I could wish for.
She gives me kisses on the lips just for coming home.
She could make angels,
Seen it with my own eyes.
You gotta be careful when you've got good love
Cause them angels will just keep on multiplying.
But you're so busy changing the world,
Just one smile and you could change all of mine.
Share the same soul.
Oh oh oh oh
Share the same soul.
Oh oh oh oh.
Share the same soul.
Oh oh oh oh.
Oh oh oh oh.
Um um um um.

Bobby D.

Dylan always makes my day.
No matter how bad.

You can never be alone when "Like a Rolling Stone" is playing. Even if
you feel like you're the last person alive.

Wonder if the greats knew they were going to be great or if they're
just great because they didn't give a fuck?

Thoughts

Even thought I sometimes wonder if I really did make the correct
choice, I know I did. Being away for a day makes me nutty. Thinking of
coming home makes me so happy I almost burst. Before it was the
opposite, being away made me happy and returning made me sad. But how
could I be sad when I know it's you I'm coming back to? Our amazing
life, our sweet cat baby, our tiny comfortable apartment, and awe-
inspiring, amazing you.

One night away is one too many. Althought it does make me realize what
I love in my life and what makes me infinitely happy and that's our
life together.

Bad Days

It's been a bad day.
Another bad day
And all I wanna do is look at you and know I'm okay.
From where I'm sitting
Your shoes ain't fitting.
And I'm walking backwards
Looking down.
Don't see the sky
I see the ground.
Above, below, you look and so you wonder
Whether time is going to be looking up
Tomorrow's on the way.
Above, below, you look and so you say,
"When I wake up in the morning is it going to be another ugly day?"

Quiet Things That No One Ever Knows.

This week, NOT being Italian is my biggest fault. 

It's hard feeling totally isolated at home. 

Four more days and then back to the normal. 

I can't wait. Maybe it's selfish, but I miss having at least a little alone time with you. Even lunch today sucked...and lunch is ALWAYS my favorite meal. 

Brooklyn's Last Snow

No photos, but it did snow today in Brooklyn. It was beautiful. I'm sure it's the last one for the season, and, as much as I like snow, I'm ready for summer. I'm ready for winter to be over, I'm ready for a new season, and I'm ready to feel like it's a fresh start. 

Luisa comes tomorrow, Daniele is so excited. I'm so nervous. I wish I spoke more Italian. 

The Pea Pea Head is doing well. Was at the vet for a sinus infection, but that seems to be clearing up, hurrah! Her mom and dad are tired of her sneezing in our face, as cute as she may be, cat spit is not a flattering look. 

Eff the Haters.

This is all I need.

LOVE.

Our new baby! Haha.

blimey

I wish I had never met you. You make my life completely horrible. Everything you do turns my relationships to shit. At this point, I don't hope for anything from you. I wish you'd just disappear and leave me alone. 

Idon't need you to text me that John Martyn died ((I can read, thanks)), that you're not with her anymore (( I don't care)), or that you know I got married ((good for me, stalker)).

Fuck off. Leave me alone. I'm happy and you can't help yourself, you just have to try and ruin it. Not anymore.

The Secret Sixteen

The Secret Sixteen - Which one are you?

1. Growing up ((high school years)) you were one of a few of my biggest influences: you brought me the music. I never told you but thank you.

2. Il mio cuore. I really do believe that this is it, and I'd follow you anywhere, just like I know you would me. My favorite times of the day are lunch and when we're both home at night. I love our social showers, ponchetta, and the fact that you encourage me to make art. Also, I want to tell you that I am so so sooooo proud of you. You are so amazing, funny, smart, sweet, sensitive, etc, etc... I could go on and on and on forever. PS: thanks for dealing with the dunnys. I know you don't necessarialy like them, or most of my other junk, but thanks. Just like you think you had to try harder to be better for me, I know I have to try too.

3. You have serious ability with that instrument. I used to think if anyone I knew was going to be any degree of famous, it would be Fat Chris. Not anymore; now I know it's you, as long as you don't throw it away like he did. You're better than that.

4. I used to look up to you so much. You were an awesome "big brother." What happened to you? I know she tore you up inside, but get it together, man! This isn't HAHS anymore, this is real life and it's passing you by.

5. I don't know where my good old friend is, but I want her back. V2.0 sucks. Please call me.

6. Congrats, you seem super happy. I hope this changes things for you, but I know it hasn't yet. You know how 98% of parents totally fuck up their kids? Please try and do your best, like I'm sure you will.

7. You're everything I always hoped he'd have. You're sweet, outgoing, fun and sooooo not a total bitch. Thank you for keeping him in line and carrying his balls around in your purse.

8. I know you can beat all the things that are holding you back. You're 1,000x more intelligent than the average human being, and I hope you realize people want you to be around for the long haul. You have so much to teach and share with everyone. I know you want to be a part of Kris's kid's life and I want you to know that I hope you want to one day be part of my kid's life. You know, when I eventually have kids... Oh, and also, I know your book is going to be successful.

9. What can I say? We're BFFLs, no doubt about it. I will never be able to get rid of you, even if I wanted too, you're practically tattooed on me, you fucking dirty-ass tough guy! No, but really, I know you and I will be friends for life. You finally picked the right girl, who is completely awesome, just like you. Promise me we'll always be in touch, no matter where we end up...?

10. As much as I hate you, somedays I miss you. I just wish you could have stayed out of it and not pissed me off as much as you did about what you did when it happened. Sorry I had to tell you to fuck off, but it was sooooo worth it. I needed to do it to save what was most important to me: him.

11. I miss you. I'm sorry we're not friends anymore, sincerely sorry. I tried to make up, and you curtly told me no. I'd still like to, even though I'm still not sorry for what I did ((which was NOT wrong)) I am very, very sorry I hurt you. I hope you're still a nice girl and all is well.

12. I feel horrible that I haven't seen you in forever. I know I really dropped the ball over winter and I hope when you get back in spring we can start hanging out again. I miss you terribly. You're an amazing person, incredibly bright and talented, tons of awesome, and way fun. I miss Guitar Hero deuls and watching The Office together.

13. I'm pretty sure you're one of the fakest people on the earth, but I still feel bad for you... sometimes. I mean, we all know your boyfriend/ex/fiancé is terrible, and you have to know it by now too. I feel bad for you because he is lazy, steals from you and your friends, and hits you. However, you going back to him is insane, therefore one can only assume you like the torture and then can't sympathize. You're not stupid, wise up! Another thing: don't tell my parents we talk "all the time" when we don't. Not only do I know you're lying, so do they and it just makes you look bad.

14. You were never worthy of him, ever. I don't know what #5 sees in giving you a second chance, but I'm pretty sure it's you who is turning her against me. Fuck you. Oh, and two things for the record: I don't know WHY he even bothers with you after what you put him through and the title of that infamous song about you fits like a glove.

15. I know we haven't talked since you broke his heart, but I have to finally say it out loud: you are a HORRIBLE excuse for a human being. You're a lying, cheating, gold-digging slut. You're in that 98% that IS going to fuck up your kid. But you really can't help it, I guess, cause your parents royally fucked you up.

16. The last is always the hardest to write, probably because we, as human beings, tend to processtinate when something is rough or hard to do, like write this about you. We might not have had it all together, but together we had it all. You were my twin, my twinnie twin twin twin. Out of all the people on this list I miss, I miss you most of all. I don't know what happened between us, and I am sorry for whatever it was. I miss having silly video chats, smoking together online, all our long chats about everything and anything, and skiing with you. My winter wasn't the same without it. Also, as much as I hate to admit this, I miss your stupid ideas that used to frustrate me to no end. Please come back. Call me, we can make ammends, I know it.

New Art

Art is hard.

Comic Con This Weekend

Greg and Rice get in tonight. New York Comic Con weekend. Party at
KidRobot NY tomorrow night 6-8.

Saturday husband and I will make appearances at the Con. After Con,
it's the super-secret relaxing surprise.

What's all this hype about an Atlantic Terminal 24/7 pop-up MoMA? To
be continued...

Good Morning Brooklyn.

Welcome to my neighborhood.
8:00 AM.

New Toys